60 days. 100 miles
60 days. 100 miles. To understand why this is significant, we (me included) have to understand how I got here in the first place. Warning deep stuff ahead! Despite what many of you may see from me on twitch, I’m a pretty shy person who has struggled with poor self image and low self worth issues my whole life. I rarely feel worthy of peoples time and attention and I never feel I’m good enough at anything to be taken seriously. This leads me to being very risk adverse and makes “putting myself out there” a constant battle. On twitch, I can turn the camera off anytime I can’t hide the pain or embarrassment I’m feeling or if things are really bad, I can just turn the stream off and I’m safe. But in the “real world” It doesn’t work like that so I am pretty introverted. About 11 years ago, I decided to take a risk and move across the country to beautiful San Diego, California. I needed a change and I didn’t want to get stuck in sm...